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so this is all i ever do with my life. i stay home sick and watch House, MD.

I'm really tired of getting sick, it's rediculous how much I get sick and stay home. All I do with my life is watch House and tea with honey and lemon is my new addiction. seriously, its so delicious. it is so addicting i have had like three cups already, it definitely helps with the whole being sick thing. I might have to drink a cup of it every day. change it up from my daily green tea ritual.

tomorrow its back to school while i load up on dayquil and tea to keep me running. i really need to stop getting sick, its becomming a nuisence. right now, however, its back to watching house along with reading for AP Lit.

 

caio for now!

hey there, buzznet!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i cant believe it's finally '09! hopefully this year will be way way better than '08.
i feel like this year is so full of possibilities, its so ridiculous!

WOOOOO!


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!


peace, love, & santi

i just love when things work out exactly how you want them to.

christmas was wonderful, got my beautiful Canon Rebel XS (which i have promptly named Alex) and i absolutely adore it. It has not left my side since it came into my possession on Christmas Eve.

Spending time at Megan's is my all time favorite thing to do, and I especially love it when the love of my life, Josh, is here too. When Steve comes along it just makes it all that much more fun. They pretend to leave, sneak back in, and sleep over with us under Megan's bed. It's fabulous!

Life, right now, is just so wonderful. There is absolutely nothing I would change about it, except for Josh to maybe be more than just my friend ;] but who knows what will happen with that. Just gotta wait and see.

That's all for now, Buzznet. Gotta go pack up my stuff and head on home to meet with my girlies at dunkin donuts for coffee and cigarettes.


caio!

BILL AND TRAV'S BOGUS JOURNEY!
TONIGHT!

hella souped. it's TAI for the third time. I can't wait. My dad is picking me up in like a half hour cause this show is Ashley-Daddy time because he's madly in love with The Academy Is. It's hilarious. He makes me burn him all their albums. The show should be good, I know TAI is gonna be ridiculously kick ass and i'm psyched to see We The Kings. More later on about the show with the possibility of pictures.

peace, love, & santi.

p.s. i might be going back to being a brunette! let me know your input.

anyone watch it?
ugh, i want megan to go home SO BAD!
she's like mega insane super bitch.
and i feel really bad for katie, they're way to mean to her and hate on her for no reason.
so dumb.
AND OH MY GOD!
why did william have to go home?!
i was like legit in love with him hahah.
he was incredibly adorable.
now i'm really upset that he's gone, but i'm still gonna watch anyway.

cell block tango rehearsal went pretty well today.
i got the part of the hunyak, the hungarian.
and i've got to learn an ENTIRE monologue in hungarian.
so fun.

seeing TAI on saturday with WTK.
so souped, anyone else going to that show?
it's gonna be completely kick ass.

i cant wait for friday, sleeping at meg's and seeing my darling adam.
so fabulous.
this is gonna be a great weekend, i can feel it.


peace, love, & santi.

i cant stop watching this show. its ridiculous. i am ridiculously swamped in ap homework on top of it being hell week.

gotta love that we open on friday and everything is a  GIANT mess. apparently i'm really bad at being emoitional. it doesnt make any sense at all to me.

oh god, so stressedddddd.

i need a cigarette, or maybe a drink, or maybe both.
where's my bff evan and his crazy partying antics when i need him?

i miss these crazy summer nights.

i want them back so badly.

i'm tired of just settling. i want to have someone who wants me too, not someone i'm just chasing after. i also dont want someone who i'm not all that interested in because they like me and i'm just in need of someone to be close to. its getting to a point where it's overly stressful.

i dont know what to do anymore.

peace, love, & santi.

just got back from seeing Saw V with my biffer Evan.
it was really really good.
i never saw four though.
i know, it makes NO sense.

anyway, i have rehearsal for an obscene amount of hours tomorrow and then i'm gonna be heading to a party at ginas with jim, hannah, dave, katie, greg, and jeff. it should be HELLA amazing.

short little blog today, i have to go to bed.
gotta get up in like 7 hours.

 

goodnight buzznet (:

anyone else find boys confusing? i know i do. boys = confusing = story of my life.

nothing new and exciting ever happens to me. i need something to come in and just change the way things are for me sometimes.

tell me how any of this makes sense? cause i'm completely confused by my own thoughts.

should be seeing The Academy Is... next month, and its 10 days until All Time Low.

gotta love william beckett, he'll cheer anyone up this early in the morning.

i'm feeling sick and really cold and tired.

my life has become monotonous.

school then rehearsal....every day. it gets old after a while.

i just cant wait for the weekend and a chance to get some sleep.

 

i spend way too much of my life watching ghost hunters.

getting news from doctors is definitely the worst thing possible, nothing good ever comes of it, but honestly what was i expecting? i knew it hadnt gone away, so why am i still so upset about it?

 

it just makes no sense.

 

i need it to be saturday, gotta just forget about everything and chill.

too much stuff going on. two days off and it's something i definitely needed.

i got 12 hours of sleep last night and i totally feel utterly and completely rejuvinated. it's great. i just got home from lunch at panera with hannah and i'm gonna be heading to the mall with katie in a  few. it's begining to feel like its summer all over again. doing nothing but eating out, shopping, and partying. well, with a little less partying this time around.

speaking of partying, gonna be having myself a little fun on saturday night. jeff is having like 12 people over to chillax and have a good time. i cant wait, cause i'll be seeing dustin! so souped.

life has been really really good lately.

all time low countdown: 12 days!

peace, love, & santi

hey hey hey!

what a day today has been.
school took for-fucking-ever! but i got home and found a package on my stairs. so i took it inside opened it and low and behold it was my three fabulous Jac Vanek bracelets. Reppin the LURKER, RUTHLESS, and PEACE bracelets right here! i absolutely adore them. i seriously cannot wait to show them off to just about everyone i run in to.

i've got band practice in about an hour or so. not gonna lie i'm pretty souped. my friends and i brain stormed the other day and decided to start a band therefore Definitely, Yes! þ was born. we're gonna make some dirt cups (the dessert that is) and get to work on some song writing. It should be a pretty productive band practice. I for one cannot wait for it to be 6:00 so i can head on over to Dave's to get everything going.

Lately, I've been listening to a lot of The Beatles. I'm finding that if John Lennon was a religion I would be the most religious person out there.

this man was a serious genious.

all time low countdown: 13 days!

peace, love, & santi

just got home from Panera and seeing Eagle Eye with Abbe.

OH MY GOD! great great great movie! I totally reccomend seeing it.

Shia LaBeouf is seriously hot, especially in a cop uniform, ridiculously good looking.
only way you're gonna see that though is if you see the movie.

it was totally worth the overly priced $10 movie ticket prices.

time for me to go watch Across The Universe and read Breaking Dawn. (:

peace, love, & santi.

i just dont know what to do with myself anymore. i'm so confused about everything its rediculous. well mainly about guys if you want to get right down to it. so i like this kid but idk if i should even bother cause hes not really the dating type, then my friend wants to hook me up with her friends younger brother who is a freshman! i dont do freshmen. then! there's this ridiculously good looking guy who my friend is friends with who i'm hopefully hanging out with sometime in the near future. and of course...there's adam. there's always adam. i dont know anymore. i just dont know. whatever, i guess i just need to see how everything plays out. right now i'm just gonna chill and have fun and what not.

i'm heading out to see Eagle Eye and go to Panera with Abbe soon. Hoping the movie's good, it looks pretty intriguing to me.

don't even tell me you don't think this boy is ridiculously attractive.
he's the entire reason i'm going to see Eagle Eye.

I've been on a huge Forever The Sickest Kids kick lately, i absolutely loveeee them.

anyone have any idea when or if they're going on tour? let me know please please please!

more later on how the movie is!

All Time Low Countdown: 15 days!

peace, love, & santi.

i just woke up. i'm at megs. josh freaked out all night about a book report. we kidnapped adam and brought him back to megs. we ran from a bear but it was really just my necklaces. we ate chocolate mint chip ice cream and mac and cheese found a blow torch lighter that adam called a flame thrower and we lit lots of things on fire like a dishtowel, ice cream, the ice cream container, a soda can tab, and macaroni, oh and a moth. meg wont wake up and we're gonna go shopping cause she needs school clothes.ugh school starts tomorrow. im feeling sort of excited.

peace, love, & santi.

so i had a very pleasant two days at my grandmas. hung with my cousins and sam, went to the board walk, bought a drug rug (ya know that thing spiccoli wears in fast times at ridgemont high) and this cute peace sign heart necklace. i spent way too much money. got my hair done, its practically white and its SHORT! my hair has not been this short in like two years. i miss it long :( but it will grow back so i'm over it. i'm posting this beacause i havent updated in a while and i'm taking a break from reading for AP Comp because i have been doing nothing but reading On The Road for days. Only have like 20 pages left then it's time to do the actual work for that and lit before going to Megan's for the night. she needs me and i need her. i've got things to tell her and she's got things to tell me. so much stuff to discuss it's ridiculous. hopefully we'll hang with josh. that would be pretty rad since i havent seen him in a while. school is just gonna kill me this year.

...is officially the worst class in the entire world. i havent even started school yet and i already hate it. the book puts me to sleep, i cant even read more than a paragraph without passing out.

summer assignments are so overrated.

i've got a lot of projects to do before school starts up again on wednesday and i'm pretty busy. so i figured, hey a quick update and then its off to get some green tea and read for AP Comp.

so i'm off to get my hair done tomorrow, then pick up sam and head down to toms river to see my grandma for the weekend, come home around midnight on sunday sleep in do more AP work, then head up to byram to see my lovely cousin megan and my bff josh. then its back home for more AP work then sleep and to school on tuesday with the rest of the drama club board members to spruse up our call boards, but up fliers, and eat pizza. yum. then home to finish up all my AP assigments (which i will hopefully have done by wednesday). then its chillin, sleep, and to school for senior breakfast and our first day.

school's here again ladies and gents.

i cant decide if i'm excited.

peace, love, & santi.

I haven't been on here in FOREVER.
my deepest apologies to you all.

well, lets keep you informed, shall we.
in the past months I've:
done a musical - Cabaret.
been to Junior Prom, with my darling bff Paul.
auditioned for and got the part of Helena in the play Characters, I get to be a mega bitch.
got asked to Senior Prom by Paul's brother, John.
I got my Senior Prom dress, it's hot pink and I look like Barbie when I wear it, I actually rather enjoy it.
and right now.... I'M ON SPRING BREAK!

well, spring break for me is almost over, and I'm not too thrilled about it, but hey, what can i do? it's been a boring week of doing nothing but sitting inside and sleeping alllllllllll day. Well that and some music downloading and the completion of one too many books. I finished all three of Stephanie Meyer's Twilight Saga books which you should all rush out to a book store immediately after reading this a purchase. They are super fabulous. I'm at Hannah's at the moment, writing all of this on her laptop while she sleeps. It seems like thats all we ever do, is sleep. I'm heading home soon, I need to clean my room, make some mixes, and pack for my dads. I'm heading up there later on today for the weekend, hopefully I'll get a self photoshoot in if it's nice and I have nothing to do, which is highly likely.

I guess thats all I really have to say. Sorry I was gone for so long, hope you all missed me terribly :]

Peace, Love, and Santi.

one last chance to take it all back you know i'd take take take you.

I fucking hate drama. It pisses me off all too much. But the drama's done with...or so I thought. Patricia's still ignoring me and even though Jeff says everything's cool between us he's still ignoring me. Whatever, I'm in no mood to deal with that shit right now.

I hate doing plays, they leave me with no social life. I have rehearsal today from 12:30 - 4:30 or possibly 3:30 could be 5:30 too. Who knows. Which means I was totally robbed of my Saturday which pisses me off to no end. And to make it worse I have no school on Monday and I have rehearsal then! FROM 12-4! Which means I now can't hang out with Herby and I cant go Apple Picking. I hate this woman, she's really going to be the death of me.

Sleeping over Megan's tonight probably heading up there whenever VanDyke decides to let us out of rehearsal. Then doing the diabetes walk for her and Johnny tomorrow from 10 to whenever. Then having a totally rad sleepover with Katie.

But, in some good news....20 DAYS UNTIL SLEEPING WITH GIANTS! I'm souped as hell and VanDyke thinks I'm going to my aunts wedding that day. :D

I'm out.

"apologies are all we'll ever be" she said.

Peace, Love, & Santi!

going to a "spanish party" with Katie in a little while. I'm mad souped. Went to The Ave last night with Hannah and Sam, ate THE MOST BANGIN PANINI EVER and had some Zen Tea. Life lately has been a little strange. I dont know, I dont feel like myself. I feel like I'm a totally different person. Whatever. Had rehearsal today, it was fun. I love only being in the show for the shortest amount of time ever. :] I hate Herbert and I hate Jeff. Both of them refused to help me out with my photoessay for photography, but thankfully Rocky, the amazing friend that he is, is gonna help me out cause he loves me and he's wonderful. Anyway, thats life right now, not too exciting. I'll post any pictures from this "spanish party" later on and I'll def post all the pictures from the photoessay extravaganza once they all get uploaded. I'm really excited they should come out rad as hell and once the photoessay is actually completely done, I'll post the link to it on here so you can all watch it. It's gonna be awesome. Anyway, thats all till later loves.

Peace, Love, and Santi!

I'm listening to some Amber Pacific. Great band. But other than that, shitty shitty day.

went to get my nails done this morning. painted them black.

went to my aunts for a bbq, quite the entertainment.

STILL SICK!

waiting for hannah to get here to watch the WKUK marathon.

just found out the guy i like who happens to be my BFF likes another girl.

its all goood though, i need to get over him.

on the look out for a nice hot scene boy from central Jersey who goes to the Ave on a regular basis and doesnt live to far from montclair.

:]

 

PEACE, LOVE, & SANTI!